尋晚夢見Ellen 呀!!!!! 仲要係同佢勁friend 架! 唉, 果然係發夢...

訓到兩點, 然後"的"起心肝坐低度下嚟緊Praise & Worship 嘅run-down, 同埋揀晒D 歌& gather D 譜. 我仲特登早少少番教會影印, 本來只係諗住聽日唔駛咁混亂, 點知今晚又竟然可以俾晒D 譜佢地有份負責嘅人! Thanks God! The useless me, a wonderful God.

教會Love Banquet, 個氣氛都幾好啊! 感謝一班喺背後負責& 預備的bro & sis, I believe they must have been so stressful for a long, long time. Thanks. 我嚟緊依個禮拜都會超級stressful, please do pray for me.

Song of the Day:
"Don't Worry" ~ 魚羊自彈自唱version

原定要8:30am 番到公司, 補番尋日因為爛訓所以番唔夠嘅鐘. 但係, 我就梗係起唔到身啦! 不過最後趕到盡都喺8:40am 返到, 算係咁. 本來諗住同梁星食lunch, 點知今朝阿Todd 先至話一齊食pizza lunch, 打亂晒我D plans (其實係無plans 的). Anyway, 有free lunch 就梗係好嘅! 記得舊年有一日又係無啦啦有pizza lunch, 但係果次就唔係D 老細請, 係其中一個醫生請, Emily 都喺度呢! 佢仲笑阿Todd 個肚腩大! 哈哈! 不過, 點解今年無sessional doctors 請我地食野嘅呢? 最搞笑係, 今朝竟然有mail 係俾我嘅, 仲要個信封寫得勁靚咁, 以為有邊個doctor 咁好心寫Christmas card 俾我; 點知原來裡面都係sessional form, 都係問我拎$$ 的. 打開個咁靚嘅信封然後見到張form, 都唔知好嬲定好笑.

食完pizza lunch, 同阿May 行左去Best Buy 再去埋Starbucks 試左petite cookies. 途中見到Alfred, 佢仲話"咦你地咁friend 呀?" 哈哈, 講落又係wor... 我同阿May 幾時變得咁friend? 其實都好嘅, 珍惜你有幸遇上的人.

本來今日要做個A/R test, 但後來Alfred 又話唔駛, 因為其實我舊年都已經做左. Thanks God 我當年唔係做A/P test, 如果唔係我估我一定唔會做到依份工. 今日全日係咁聽住SPV 同我go over D 野, 好似上堂咁, 超眼訓! 雖然我一路聽一路點頭, 但其實我有80% 都係唔明佢講乜嘅! 大鑊... 依幾日同阿Todd & Michelle 都講左好多野, 個感覺好得意, 好奇怪. For a change, 都無壞丫.

見到堆積如山的chq. reqs., 已經大概知道下兩個禮拜一定係dog-like. 此時此刻更加懷念Emily. (Todd 都應該會好懷念Emily)

Btw, SPV = Michelle, Alfred = Emily's Dad.

Nenson 終於破左Colman 嘅紀錄, 9pm 先番到團契! 不過見你去完學校concert 都仲搭巴士番嚟就算你啦! 但係呢, -2 度著短袖衫其實都一D 都唔型囉dai b zai :p. 哈哈!

師母講得好好, thank you.

Song of the Day:
"心急人上" ~ At 17 x Twins
一首聽親都好high 嘅歌, 聽埋阿Sa 成句走晒音仲high.

無用的我, 今朝竟然可以9:30am 先起身, 仲要係媽咪過嚟叫醒我添! 最後我11am 先番到公司, 大家都用奇異的眼光望我. 不過, 尚有好心的人叫我食蛋糕(farewell cake for Vivian), 其中有型姑Betty (話時話, 我覺得佢個樣比起舊年好似老左好多咁, 不過佢個頭就照舊咁金咁型!). 一番到去, Todd 就過嚟同我講野, 好彩佢無乜深究我遲到依件事, 等我一路渣車仲一路諗究竟點樣解釋好! 哈哈! Anyway, 佢話一陣會introduce 我俾阿Len, 又講下究竟遲D Michelle 走左之後會點. 今次都算係我喺度做左1+ 年以來同Todd 講得最多野嘅一次喇! 不過, 都無用丫, 講完咪又係得個桔, 咪又係唔知我去向如何. 把鬼火如果A/R 請我我即刻過去就算喇! 勁煩囉... 睇佢地個樣, 都唔慌會真係升我做R14, 頂替Michelle 個位架啦! 咁即係點? 我就繼續做我嘅casual, 但係workload 就多幾倍, 然後做做下就同我講佢地請到第二個要踢我走? 完全乜都唔知, 乜都無guarantee 囉! 梁昌, 我已經做左一年零2 個月喇! 究竟邊個慘D 啊? See, you know NOTHING at all. Just NOTHING. Anyway, 就係咁囉, cheap 爆. 話時話, 無啦啦要過去見阿Len 都幾搞笑, 早知我著得decent 少少啦! 哈哈! 不過佢都係著tee & jeans. Guide me please, o Lord...

下午放左半個鐘頭lunch break, 黃昏做到6點, 聽日要早半個鐘頭番去... 其實, 我估相比喺HK, 已經算好嘆.

夜晚同老豆去"新寧"食飯, 食左我有生以來食過最騎呢嘅"及第粥"; 裡面係有叉燒, 冬菰& 蝦囉! 咁都叫做"及第粥"?!

Song of the Day:
"魂斷威尼斯" ~ At 17 十一團火Live cover ver.
我發覺佢地喺"拉闊"裡面唱得好過喺'11 團火"好多.
我相信剛剛過左嘅"變變變"會更加令人嘆為觀止; 可惜丫, 無緣.
我由細到大, 從來都唔會有機會見到我好迷好迷的偶像的: Blue Jeans, 蔣志光, 孫耀威, Ellen etc...
我再次確信我係一個黑仔的人.

Dog-like 的一天. 究竟SPV 走左之後我可以頂替到幾多佢做緊嘅野呢? 我會識做幾多呢? 我又會mess up 幾多呢? 我的天... (今天得我一個?) @_@"

今日著左"小軟硬"hoodie 番工, 竟然惹來Betty 姑的目光, 嘻嘻! Lunch time 同阿May 有好搞笑的邂逅; 所以呢, Emily, 你好快D 番嚟喇! 唔係我怕你地位不保啊! 哈哈哈! 唔會啦... 邊度仲有人可以好似你咁同我一樣咁大食? :D I enjoy that indeed (even better if I dun need to worry about my body shape!). 不過今年office 裡面好似無舊年咁多野食就真!

Praise & Worship, 大鑊, I'm dying slowly (quote from Traveling Pants).

好凍好凍! 怕凍但又想再見到雪, 真矛盾. 大家都要保重身體.

Song of the Day:
"大哥" ~ Janice
唔好自欺欺人喇.

今日係公司一年一度的Christmas Lunch, 所以整日只係工作了6 小時(中間有兩個鐘頭lunch break), "粉爽". 仍然係去Holiday Day Inn 食buffet lunch, 不過今年竟然唔駛我地出錢, 大家都覺得好surprised. 但係呢, 我覺得今年個氣氛唔係太好, 因為竟然無叫D 老細出嚟講下野, 又無抽獎or 其他節目, 基本上一去到就係坐低食野, 我覺得好似無乜意思囉. 我又食左好多野喇! Salad, Cold Cut, Turkey & Stuffing, Lasagna, Roast Beef, Tiramisu, Cheesecake, Fruits, Coffee... 大佬, 人地出錢你出命咩?! Em, 我同阿May 坐啊! It seems that we might be able to make better friends :p. 舊年Christmas Lunch 嘅情景仍歷歷在目; 老實說, 我覺得舊年果個深刻D, 尤其是taking into account 我當時的心理狀況.

今晚照鏡發覺自己塊面勁包, OMG!! 要成為"傑寶倫"真的指日可待.

應該是"若"無其事而不是"約"無其事.

我發覺我真的太少時間陪屋企人... 唔好話"陪"丫, 連真正見到面嘅時間都好少. 我要改.

Song of the Day:
"冬眠" ~ 薛凱琪

成朝: sleeping mode; 喺電腦前面狂釣魚; 每二十分鐘拜訪洗手間一次(鼠入去訓覺); processed 左64 張vouchers - which isn't that bad, but I'm just wondering how could I key those in "unconciously" & how many mistakes I'd made (touch wood!). 每次入去washroom 喺塊鏡度見到自己個樣都好驚, I dunno, that just didn't look like me. I didn't sleep that late last night, but I looked so 殘 & sick & stuff like that. Haven't seen myself look like that for a long long time, probably since I was heavily sick when I was in Gr.12.

好唔容易等到lunch time, 堅持行去Tim Horton 去食我心愛嘅Blueberries Bagel, 仍然好正. 食完個lunch, 又好似好番少少, 唔知係因為個bagel 定係咖啡因(or 咖啡茵) 呢?

下午, 知道左一個令我百感交集嘅消息: 我嘅SPV 喺嚟緊一月會轉份新工, 都係喺VCHA 裡面, 不過係on site 喺醫院裡面嘅Bone Marrow Dept. 對我嚟講都幾突然囉! 我一直都係覺得我好快會無得做, 就快要走etc... 我從來無諗過會係我嘅SPV 走囉! 而且我成日都覺得A/P 嘅turnover rate 應該都幾低, 因為大家都一把年紀啦嘛, 點會無啦啦諗轉工呢? 最搞笑係, 其實我之前都有試過applied 依份工囉! 哈哈, 原來我竟然同我嘅SPV applied 埋同一份工, 係咪有少少不自量力... Anyway, 突然間都有D 唔捨得佢. 唉, 佢走左之後我都唔知點算; 我可以做好多野做得好好, 但我始終需要有個人lead 住我囉! And then 我又唔知A/R 會唔會請我... So many uncertainties lying ahead, 好唔知點.

今晚vball game 超好玩! 依次會係今年裡面最後一次open gym 喇! 總算留個美好回憶(超老土).

I'm bad, I've ordered a 12-string. A cheap one though, take a look:
http://www.music123.com/Aria-AW2012-i121009.music
eh... 無言.

懶訓柚(sleep-craving butt).

原來Fiona Sit 唱歌把聲又真係幾好聽播! 好似無平時咁"女交"?

Song of the Day:
"暗器" ~ Soler
佢地好佬.

Made an extremely fantastic spike tonight! Yoo Hoo~ But we got 3rd place again... Can't we just do a little bit better?

Skipped Sunday School #AGAIN# Believe me, I do feel so bad. And it was the last class of this "semester" and they had sharing and stuff. Oh no, I'm such a bad student.

在Tom Lee 邂逅了價值$419 的Yamaha 12-string 結他, 很抵買, 很想買.

我地都OK 有緣丫.

25 歲, 應該...
1. 拎LV 袋
2. 買RRSP
3. 開始儲錢買樓
4. 有份permanent 工, 一年at least 有三個禮拜假期
5. 著尖頭鞋
6. 化妝
7. 寫一個文雅的Blog
8. 不再迷戀年紀比自己細的"偶像"
9. 開始考CGA or 諗諗轉份可以賺更多錢又有前途的工
10. 還有更多更多...
... Can I do that? May I not? 這陣子很困擾. 或者, 要令我變得更似一個Adult, 首先要叫我媽咪唔好再喺我打緊波無可能接電話的情況下, 連續called 我12 次問我去左邊. I wanna grow up, but has my Mom ever treated me as a grown-up??!! Won't that hinder my growth?

Song of the Day:
"廢柴同盟" ~ Jan Lamb
邊度有得俾我join?