Blah Reject Blah 病人

FishLamb is decaf for three days.

壞消息:
話說上次那間Gibson Energy 終於正式通知我, 佢地唔請我了.
......
始終被拒絕的感覺實在不好受的.
縱使有無限人同我講話Cowgary 個市好, 話Accounting 不愁搵唔到工etc etc... 其實都是騙人的.
Well, 或許不是騙人的, 但事實上我都仲未有job offer, 連正式的interview 也只得一個. 比率同我身為fresh grad 的時候其實差不多.
I mean, what the heck?!
納悶.

到10 月都未搵到工, 已經唔開心.
到10 月都未搵到工而我又無一早跟爸爸媽媽番Vancouver, 我仲加唔開心.
到10 月都未搵到工而我又無一早跟爸爸媽媽番Vancouver 而不被人了解, 我嚴重勁爆唔開心丫.
Do you think that's what I plan & what I want?? =(((
有誰比PYZ 更想在Vancouver 見到PYZ Kid?

考試考得好嗎?? :D
快D 玩下先啦!

MA 去完公司retreat, 但是病倒了.
病人照顧病人, 都得架喇.

無番團契, bad kid Y.
失望是miss 左醫生仔夫妻檔領詩呢! Must be very good...

Song of the Day:
"That I Would Be Good" ~ Alanis Morissette
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick

Blah 睇病 Blah 舊日

FishLamb is not home tonight.

下決心走去睇醫生, 以為佢會俾antibiotics 我啦, 點知無囉.
佢話如果我聽日getting worse 先至再去睇佢, 佢先至開藥俾我喎.
哎呀... 晒時間添! 而且我好似無MSP coverage 架, 如果第日政府仲要問我拎番$$ 就真係捉蟲喇! =(
第一次睇西人家庭醫生, 唔係好識溝通.
如果係伍醫生的話, 應該好快手就開左antibiotics 俾我喇(如果係葉醫生就更加快添, 哈哈哈!).
同埋呢, 好搞笑, 醫生叫我飲凍水, 個喉嚨會舒服D... 哈哈, 從來都係聽人講飲暖水架嘛, 西人真的有他們一套?

Thank you for the heart-warming email.
Will leave it in your trusting hands. :)

啊, 有人得到punishment 一大個, 恭喜恭喜!
唔好以為我走左就無keep track 住啊! :p

衰丫... 上個禮拜投訴vball game 唔好玩, 今日禮拜就病左, 連去都無得去丫.
現眼報呀~~

MA 去左公司的retreat, 今晚要去in-laws 度借宿一宵.
...其實我自己搞得掂架, 都.

在淳淳的單人床上, 臨訓前同SSC 講電話直至訓著, 很像以前啊! :D
哈哈... "GIM"... 如果我join 依個session, 都唔知會有乜野imagery 出左嚟呢~ XD

Guess I'll be laughing at myself when I read these blog posts again this time next year.
I'll wonder why was I so overwhelmed.
Maybe I shouldn't be in the first place.

Song of the Day:
"快高長大" ~ 陳奕迅
I thought it was once mentioned the par was up...
...還是真的好到達到par 的要求.
或者D golf 人對"par" 特別敏感吧.

Blah 積憂 Blah 成疾

FishLamb is unwell.

Huh, 唔係呀話? 十月already??!! =(
仲未搵到工 - 我個腦都就快生鏽了.

或者情緒真的會影響身體...
尋日開始喉嚨痛, 以為今日會好D 啦, 點知仲惡化左, 仲feel 到自己好似發燒咁添. =/
...積憂成疾?

在我的Rock Band character 身上加上了紋身, 又買了Ellen 的心頭好Telecaster, 仲黐晒貼紙添! 嘩哈!
從現實到玩遊戲我都好consistent 的.或許有天我會有$$ 去買支真的Telecaster, 哈哈~

Napping from 12 noon to 5pm... ~_~"
訓到不見天日; 慶幸我未搵到工嗎?

謝謝in-laws 特登拎粥粉麵過來探我, 又謝謝MA 唔去pre-study 番屋企陪我, 還有謝謝媽媽的奪命問候calls...
其實我都係少少唔舒服嗟, 大家唔駛太擔心啊!
I'll be me again in a day or two...

Song of the Day:
"屈到病" ~ 張學友

Blah 無所 Blah 事事

FishLamb is worried; ya, still like that.

很無聊的一日.
而且喉嚨痛.

沉迷Rock Band, 終於的起心肝唔玩"Quick Play", 認認真真create 左個character 玩"World Tour", 可以unlock 多D 歌, 又可以賺錢然後買衫褲鞋襪結他. 好開心, 以為自己真係Rock Star.今日用Skype 講左好耐電話都無事, 都唔知係網上流傳的方法work, 定係我modify 左之後work.
SSC 講得對, 我一早就應該走去讀電腦.
鬼咩, 大學時代的我都仍然無得用電腦, 我仲以為自己一定係電腦白痴架嘛!
點知, 唔係囉.
Anyways... :p 希望有朝一日做到Business Analyst 之類啦, 然後同人講, "我做IT 架!".

有繼續搵工, 但係D 工似乎唔係太想俾我搵到.
唉~~~ 真頭痛.

仲特登走去Volleyball BC 的website check 下esioN 的schedule, 我也真夠無聊.
加油啊朋友仔們, & 家姐too.
我也很想同傷癒兼婚後復出的Jetsy 同場打波啊!! =/
有很多粉絲捧場吧; esioN 的gals 也真受歡迎的.

Still feeling heart-broken.
Maybe I shouldn't care, so that both of us will feel better.
Alright, I'll try. =(

Song of the Day:
"放棄世界" ~ 雷頌德
是哪天誕生 為何極接近
情一見動人 難得太合襯
願愛可發生 旁人便已問
無非怕是我 又為愛踩得太深

你願意體諒嗎 你願意忍耐嗎
你若說你不肯 不要緊
旁人未瞭解 我也有不快

就算放棄世界 都想戀個痛快
就萛這種心境好友未買
寧願與你相對 兩顆心和諧 不管身邊哪樣猜
就算放棄世界 給身邊去錯怪
沒法阻止心底的愛澎湃
來日世界總會瞭解這情懷 相戀可再高姿態

別再傷腦筋 閒言別過問
無需理別人 何必太自困
是你的敏感　旁人未過份
無非怕是我　又為愛踩得太深

尼古丁 ~ 陳冠希

誰人叫我出生入死 也來幽會
沿途寸寸慢慢成灰
心肺就只受你支配
一呼一吸既快樂又愚昧

無止境 從熱吻中火拼
沉迷你至知大局已定
原本應該一早戒了
還是不捨得我的尼古丁
多麼致命 絕症

為何我會點起自己 有限生命
投懷送抱敗壞名聲
彷似為你慢性殉情
千夫所指我也默默承認

地獄的邀請竟比天國更加引誘
一束煙竟可綁著我手
很清楚清新的愛人街裡有
但我一口又再接一口

無止境 從熱吻中火拼
沉迷你至死大局已定
原本應該一早戒了
還是不捨得我的尼古丁
多麼致命 還只好信命
輸給愛情 絕症

Blah 魚欲 Blah 無言

FishLamb is desperate.

今日經我再三上網調查, 終於俾我知道Skype crashes 的真正原因!!
原來唔係Vista 的問題, 而係Bluetooth 的問題!
又係喎, 怪唔知得都係用Vista 的媽媽一直都相安無事啦! I should have figured it out earlier than this. Stupid Y.
Anyway, forum 嘅人提供左解決辦法, 但係我都仍然經歷左一次crash.
最後我嘗試modify 佢少少, 暫時都OK; 希望真係OK 啦!
咁都好, 至少知道唔係Skype 有毒搞到部電腦crash. Whew~

好野, 買到MIKA 的concert DVD! :)
仲買左新的guitar strap... 雖說係for 結他機的玩具結他, 但其實可以用喺真結他果度架! Sweet~
New one for 藍他卡, old one for 玩具版Fender. =)
But the old one is way more expensive ah.

接送MA 的時候, 在車站附近的星巴克買了綠茶Frapp. 嘩, 今次真係"half cup of cream":肥死! *oo*
不過我覺得都係Blenz 好飲D, 綠茶味濃D.

Suddenly remember that we had the discussion about 謝安琪 with 醫生仔 the other day.
Chose to do wrong.
But you are right, all of us must have from time to time chosen to do the wrong things, purposely & intentionally.
It's not because we don't know what is right; it's because we are unable to do it, and we can't resist the temptation of the wrongs.
Ya, we all know that.
多無奈.
張繼聰is worth the wrong-doing of 謝安琪.
So, who is worth the wrong-doing of yours?
"破例了又有多奇"...
...No, I still can't face it.

I'll be here regardless.
Though, I'm the worst listener in such case.
Sorry... I'm just surprised, then overwhelmed.
Just thought that things shouldn't go this way; yet they do.
I think I thought too much.

哈...
我英文不夠好.
How sad.

Not in the mood for left over spaghetti, nor for a nice sleep.
=(((

Songs of the Day:
"Of a Broken Heart" ~ Zwan
"Same Mistake" ~ James Blunt

Blah Rock Band Blah Naive

FishLamb is rocking & rolling.

番崇拜, 遲左起身, 但係都堅持堅持整杯咖啡拎上車, 仲拎左隻蕉添, 好健康!
番崇拜好乖, 雖然遲到5 分鐘, 不過無釣魚.
今日領詩的叔叔個唱腔好好笑, 好似唱緊"難為正邪定分界" 咁.
崇拜之後有火警演習, 大家好"他條" 的樣子, 唔夠逼真& 認真?
Felt like skipping Sunday School today, 但最後都好乖咁走去上堂.

番完教會, 同MAM 食完午飯, 終於有機會番屋企試下個Rock Band!!
不過初初都搞左部PS3 好耐, 一係就有聲無畫, 一係就有畫無聲. 最後都要結合MA 同FL 的智慧先至達到有聲又有畫的境界, 哈哈~

打開盒Rock Band, 見到支結他, 勁impressed - 直情寫住"Fender Stratocaster" 架!
估唔到我除左得到我的第一套鼓之外, 仲得到我的第一支Fender 電結他, 勁~我個人覺得打鼓好玩D, 不過MA 就中意玩結他多D - 都好丫, 唔駛爭, 哈哈!
不過套野都晒左幾多位架播, 點好呢? 係咪要買個結他stand 俾支玩具結他呢?
朋友仔, 一齊過嚟玩啦!!話時話, Rock Band 裡面D characters 全部都好似紋晒身吸晒毒果D 人咁, 好鬼恐怖.

夜晚去左Ivan 屋企打邊爐, 同Samson 補祝生日.
壽星仔個樣病得好緊要, 慘.
終於成為被邀請的一群, 很感動~
點解Hazel 妹妹今晚成日喊架?

準醫生話佢媽媽一日打一次電話俾佢, 佢都已經覺得太多.
我話, 我阿媽一日打七次電話俾我呢~
或者因為"7" 係"完全數" 掛.

佳作of the Day: 腐竹蛋糖水.
YEAH!

Thought things have cooled down a bit lately.
But no, it's the other way round instead.
No, I can't believe it.
Too naive, me.
=(((

Song of the Day:
"Creep" ~ Radiohead