眼腫腫的番補習社, 樣衰.

夜晚去Leyond 屋企練歌, 果然係音樂人一名, 雖然佢屋企無一D 好pro 的器材, 但總能讓你感受到陣陣的音樂氣息. 勁人, 又唔教我, that makes me look so lame :p.

豆豆, 唔好咁沮喪! I'm by your side though I always don't pick up your calls :).

去Joey's Tomato 但係無食到apple pie, 總覺得好似欠缺甚麼. Another pitcher, another wing... Thanks for the CD, thanks for the ride, & thanks for the time.

老豆的一席話, 令我感觸良多. 我覺得我實在遺傳左媽咪好多唔太好的性格; 我有D 驚我自己. Nothing could help now, except God's power. May God work on my desperate family, and deliver all of us. What a broken family, and I'm just a pathetic & stupid kid. Why? Why?

Song of the Day:
"債" ~ 葉德嫻 x LMF
:`(

公主's daddy passed away; and when I went home tonight, my parents were arguing over everything. Don't you guys think that it's totally stupid?! 有甚麼問題是無法解決的呢?! Damn it.

There's a hole in my heart.

公主, 請振作. :(

Song of the Day:
"世界這樣大" ~ 藍奕邦
睜開雙眼看一看 許多東西更值得可怕

唔願起身, 仲爛訓過尋日番8am.

今日發現有個醫生叫做Dr. Hamburger!! 笑爆~ 我想像唔到如果我要當面稱呼佢嘅時候我會有乜野表情& 反應. 依個世界實在好多奇人奇事.

Lunch time 以極速食左個杯麵, 但係食完好似無食過野咁! 忍唔住"騰" 左去Tim 買coffee & cinnamon roll. 怪唔知得我腰間多左咁多肉.

今日Dr. Spring - 一個年紀都唔細個子亦唔高但係個眼鏡超型的女醫生- 上嚟pick up 支票順便擺低D sessional forms, 當然禮貌上佢又多謝下我& 讚下我做野做得好啦, 哈哈! 都開心嘅... 又學多左個phrase: "words on the street". 咁如果我有D 街數未收, 係咪應該稱之為"numbers on the street"?

繼續做個萬二分盡責的trainer; 我太好. 我覺得我解釋D 野仲解釋得清楚過當年Michelle trained 我囉! 雖說佢做依個post 已經做左十幾年... 依個應該係個人操守問題啦. 佢臨走的時候其實有少少理得我死的意識形態, 完全無諗過我需要知道D 乜, 好多野係我自己發掘出嚟去問佢, 問完佢自己都仲要發掘埋另外一半的答案, 佢都幾嘆啊! 難道真係要as 老奸巨猾as that?!

同Roxanne 傾計我先知道原來佢個last name 個"van" 係代表"from" 啊! 同埋我終於知道Holland 同Netherlands 的分別; 不過, 有無人知道England 同United Kingdoms 同Great Britain 的分別?

終於make 到同Christine 的"約會" (按: 此乃排球隊Christine, 唔係笑裡藏刀Christine, 亦唔係隔嚟位Christine). 佢竟然提議去食一休拉麵呢! 真係好耐無去過喇! 不過我開始覺得二休好食D, 哈哈! 彈結他, 好開心, 竟然彈到一D 我唔覺得自己會彈到嘅歌, 有D 野真係要逼出嚟的. 繼續努力.

唔明點解Ag 同Ch 都會知道Fi 個家姐好勁, 賺好多錢. I mean, 唔需要四圍同人講你賺好很多錢嗟?

買左新嘅魔鬼仔antenna ball, 不過Christine 話一定會俾人偷wor! **TOUCH WOOD**

聽日係最後一日喺4th floor 喇! 然後就係地獄的生活...

Song of the Day:
"唱歌" ~ At 17
好好彈.

As mentioned, 今日要番8am. 尋晚好遲番到屋企而且臨訓前仲要俾媽咪灌左兩杯白酒, 今朝竟然可以準時番到公司, 實屬神蹟. 我在A/R 的2nd day of training, 距離上一次的training 已經兩個禮拜, 你估我仲會唔會記得D 野呢?! 今日係自從上次笑裡藏刀事件之後我第一次見到Christine, 我初初確實有D 唔知點反應好, 後來都自然左少少, 不過我發覺佢真係無之前咁好笑容lu! 唔知係我"凝" 住定係佢開始唔扮野做番自己呢? 不過, 笑得咁勉強的話, 你唔好同我笑好過啦! 好奇怪的感覺.

Training... 一pat POO! 自從我train 左Roxanne 兩日之後, 我就發覺我比起Debbie 係一個更好嘅trainer 囉! Debbie 係幾nice, 但係佢go through D 野實在講得太快喇! 我根本都唔熟個system, 用D functions 又飛嚟飛去, 我90% 嘅時間都係勁迷惘囉! 相反, 我train Roxanne 的時候, 我會make sure 佢明我講乜做乜之後我先會move on 囉! 因為我知道佢唔係我, 我熟識D 野, 佢唔熟. HYS 唔請我番去教書真係一大損失. Anyway, 我都唔知我下個禮拜一點開工! 我都唔sure 我係咪真係識用個system, 最重要嘅係, 我根本都唔知我每一日其實要做D 乜! Well, 我知道有幾樣野我要做, 但總係欠缺一個仔細的instruction / job description 囉! Debbie 問Christine 有無job description, 佢又話無播! 都唔知係咪跣我的. 放工的時候我成個人頹晒, 無晒心機, 勁迷惘勁不知所措, 完全預計到我星期一的時候會勁徬惶! 有點點孤兒feel... 我真係好驚, 10 萬個驚, 仲驚過初初去4th floor 的時候, 因為今次我連自己要做乜都唔知. Pray for me. Help.

今朝未開工的時候同Debbie discussed 幾點食lunch, 跟住佢話佢會同Christine 食, 然後企喺隔嚟嘅Christine 就搭嘴問我一唔一齊, 我就梗係勁唔願啦! 所以我口快快話, "Oh, I may be eating with my friends." 到lunch time 的時候, 本來打算去老麥, 但又驚俾佢地見到我原來自己一個食lunch 播! 最後就搵左May 姐同我一齊食啦! 佢都算唔話得喇! 哈哈!

JoJo 坐我附近, 我地成日打眼色, 好搞笑! 初初Debbie Osti 仲特登介紹我地兩個俾對方認識, 我地又真係扮唔識果下先搞鬼, 哈!

放工渣車番屋企的時候有諗過究竟番9-5 好定8-4 好, 但我又驚起唔到身...

皇帝蟹, 好味道. Jetsy, don't be tempted by me, haha~

2 more days on 4th Floor, 有點不捨.

Song of the Day:
"Better Man" ~ Robbie Williams
唔知點解有點頹的時候就會記起依首歌.

朝早7am 訓醒果下有一剎那以為今日要番8am, 個心即刻跌入谷底. 好在, 記錯. 不過聽日真係要番8am, 慘! 仲要阿Debbie 大阿姐番左嚟, 好驚. 點解我唔可以有D 好日子過?

繼續train 人, 我覺得我仲大壓力過佢. 根本好多野無可能3 言2 語講得到, 好多process 又要等period end 先可以demonstrate 到俾佢睇, 而家只可以做D 好鬼無聊嘅野, 可能佢以為我整蠱佢, 淨係俾埋D 無聊野佢做.

Lunch time 又係食Tim HortonS, 我個人都幾悶又幾唔怕悶. 肥到死, 無中獎.

臨放工同Mr. Wong 傾左幾句, 佢D 英文真係好搞笑, 但係又好流利播! 抵得佢丫!

今晚係Gals League Playoff, 不過我之前都覺得無乜特別, 都係平常心面對. 點知... 唉! 兩場都輸晒, 仲要係第N 次對我地嘅宿敵"極速馬尾" 我地都繼續輸!! 人地又唔係勁, 擺明我地係輸自己, 狂打失, WHAT THE HECK?!! 打完之後我feel 到自己勁面黑囉(sorry, gals)! 真係好唔開心, 好心傷. 成個league 打到尾二果晚喇, 仲要兩場輸晒, 仲要"又" 輸俾一D 都唔勁嘅"宿敵" ! 做緊乜??!! 賽後檢討我都無乜心機聽, 莫講話發言喇. Vivian 確實好有隊長風範, 大家變晒樣頹晒都仲可以好有心機咁解釋D 野俾我地聽, 掂! 回家的路上一路渣車一路同Sheffield 講電話訴苦; 有個同我一樣住得咁遠嘅隊友真係好. 夜晚練完歌番到屋企又同Jessie 傾左一輪, 而家總算好過D, 但係都隱隱約約有D 心傷. 不過, 一晚間竟然可以同兩個隊友仔講電話, 都算一件值得高興嘅事. Btw, Bird Poo, your voicemail is so FUNNY!! :D 各位, 下次最後一場喇, 努力啦. *頹*

Song of the Day:
"Of a Broken Heart" ~ Zwan
比賽之後第一首浮現腦海嘅歌.

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今日開始要train Roxanne, 食晒蕉. Well, 其實我覺得我都算係咁架喇! 都係果句, 以我僅有嘅英語會話能力嚟講, 我都算101 分啦! 雖然我間唔中仍然會講野講到一舊舊, 但我估我都講到D main points 嘅. 但佢成日用D 好奇怪嘅眼光望住我, 因為我成日好奇怪咁問佢想我講依樣野定係果樣野先, whereas 其實佢又點會有idea 呢? 唉, 都未見過咁嘅trainer! I feel pity for her. 我今日講嘅英文應該多過我移民左過嚟依8 年半裡面夾埋所講嘅! 好丫, good for me, not for my trainee though. 今日真係勁講勁講, 講到喉嚨痛果隻! 唉, 點解我條命咁苦. 其實一開始佢地俾依份工我咪家和萬事興囉! 搞咁多野做乜嗟? -_-

Ms Star Leung, you got the wrong building AGAIN! 哈哈, 又會俾我地一齊見到Doris 同佢嘅好同事, 百分百老闆娘果然係百分百無變! 都係阿邊邊個稍勝一籌. 我地兩個真係要集體減肥喇. Thanks for coming & brightening up my grey day.

同梁昌食完Quarter Pounder with Cheese + 薯條+ 兩杯coffee 嘅後果就係我頭痛左8 個鐘. 考慮左好耐究竟去唔去Collingwood 好, 最後決定死都要去因為俾左錢pre-reg; I'm so cheap, 果真要錢唔要命. 頂自己唔順. 今日我嘅friends 一個都無show up, 結果我同左靚仔靚女Indonesians 一隊, it was fun! Even better if I didn't have such a bad headache. 我去打波之前有諗過我個頭會唔會無啦啦爆炸; thanks God, 無.

喺Superstore 買到Hot Cross Bun, 好味道.

By the way, 今朝一番到公司發覺我嘅"紙皮箱護土牆" 俾人移開左! 即刻無晒安全感, 連上網都唔敢.

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Song of the Day:
"二等天使" ~ 劉浩龍

Blogger.com down 了, 我在MS Word 打緊我的Blog.

番主日學又遲到, 好差的習慣(不過又改唔到).

崇拜彈結他的時候初初又無聲喇! 我諗我下次應該要帶番自己個amp; 不過我又成日都好懶, 唔想拎咁多野上車落車, especially 你知我知佢知我每個星期日都有potential 遲到, 更加唔想咁麻煩拎9 萬幾樣野(仲有coffee 添).

下晝練歌, 進展得麻麻地, Jessie 應該要俾多D 信心自己, 唔駛成日咁驚青. Jason 大佬同D 英文人喺隔嚟大堂練歌, 嘈到死, 搞到Leyond 呆呆滯滯, 係咁話自己集中唔到精神. 我都好似不在狀態, 唔知自己彈緊乜. 求主加力.

黃昏飲......? 同梁昌去左Newport Village 嘅"St. James's Well" Irish Pub, 無飲到綠色嘅啤酒, 不過食左2 for 1 appetizers, 仲有一jar 甚麼甚麼"Kilkenny乜乜乜". Too much, eh? 人係應該量力而為嘅. Wing 了. 然後...??
終於動工砌我果個買左兩星期的Ikea cabinet. 由於得我自己顧自己, 過程當中我要手腳並用咁砌, 仲用埋個pat pat 同條腰仲有我張床嘅邊添! 最後總算大功告成, 不過砌到臨尾果part 有D 問題, 因為砌下砌下D 位開始唔係好match, 最後有4 粒screws 係上唔到的! 我記得對上一次砌Ikea 嘅傢私應該係砌豆豆買俾我果張膠結他凳, 都係有同一個問題, 就係越砌越唔"arm" 位, 最後張凳好似唔係好對稱的. 係我嘅手工出問題嗎?

再加埋個cabinet, 我間房已經逐漸邁向籠屋feel.

**誕誕生日快樂**

Song of the Day:
"手望" ~ 王菀之
只可惜當回憶統統結霜
連真心都凍傷