今日幫Ryan 補完習, 佢媽咪一見到我就飛撲過嚟攬住我咁滯, 話Ryan 剛剛派嘅成積表上面Math 又有進步. 聽到之後我個心不知幾安慰; 又想教書嗎?

吃了補習社隔壁的"嘉德堡" 新鮮出爐的菠蘿包做早餐, 好好味.

下午同Jessie 喺Starbucks 坐左成兩個鐘, 同佢一齊揀月尾Praise & Worship 的詩歌. 我都未試過同Jessie 單獨相處咁耐, 算係有建設性的突破. Thanks for your Americano.

結果倩姨今次過嚟Vancouver, 我地無去打bowling, 無去tobogganing, 無去食cheesecake, 無去食Joey's Tomato, 無去睇戲. Too bad, I'm really disappointed. 希望你enjoyed 怡東的mini apple pie, 也enjoyed 大夥兒hea 左半晚(比較難). 下次一定要去D interesting D 嘅地方, we always can't spend enough time together. Thanks for your dinner; the food wasn't as bad as Jessie said, eh? Take care, I'd like to see you pretty soon, before you're getting pretty ugly :).

買左個cabinet 成個禮拜喇, 掂都未掂過.

Song of the Day:
"郵差" ~ 王菲
從來都無特別鐘意王菲,
但今日無端端聽住佢把聲覺得好感動.
可能我依排比較sensitive.

一起身望出窗外, 見到成個後院白濛濛一片, 好厚的積雪, 好靚. 屋企附近街角景色:
之前我有提過Laura & Christine (唔係笑裡藏刀果個) 成日都會喺4th Floor 搞D 抽獎之類嘅野. 最新嘅活動係每逢星期五玩BINGO. 今日算係我第一次認真玩, 又真係幾緊張播. Len - 一個超級霹靂好運的人: 佢近期連續贏左Coin Flipping, 50/50 Draw, 同埋今日嘅BINGO! 總共贏左差不多$80!! -_-" 貧富懸殊咪就係咁囉! 仲要今日佢無番工, 係Christine 幫佢玩的. CRAZY. 抽獎運, 唔駛"恨".

今日成日番工都好心散, 可能因為係Friday, 仲要一番工就玩BINGO, 跟住已經好難集中精神做野. 之後我先發覺原來我有好多好多好多野要做, 等我仲咁懶懶閒添! 大件事.

我好叻呀! 之前同Christine (都唔係笑裡藏刀果個) 講好左我今日要同佢講解下我而家做緊嘅野, 我初初都好擔心唔知可唔可以用英文流利地將D 野講得清楚. Thanks God 最後都順利過關! 對於一個患有語障嘅人嚟講, 今日我嘅表現算係超水準架喇! 其實我之前成日都覺得SPV Michelle 嫌我講英文講得差, 成日擺出個唔明我講乜嘅樣, 勁衰! 搞到我有一輪真係無晒自信, 自己都覺得自己唔掂. 不過自從佢走左之後, 我要負責接電話, 有時又要同D 人解釋依樣解釋果樣(雖然我都盡可能用email, 哈哈!), 老實講又真係多左機會practise 嘅. 我估我依兩個月講英文嘅機會仲多過我讀大學果幾年. 繼續努力.

終於可以同我嘅好同事食lunch 喇! 麥X 記就快執喇, 要把握機會去食. 我俾左尋日嘅肇事email Annie 同阿May 睇, 大家都覺得完全無問題. 我終於可以毫無保留咁去講晒我嘅不滿出嚟, knowing that my GOOD colleagues are sitting there, listening to me & supporting me. 感覺好滿足. 其實我今日已經無乜野, Shirley 見到我果陣仲話"You look so happy!". 咁其實我的確無理由要俾D 咁嘅人去牽繫我嘅情緒咁耐嘅. 4 個人食左3 碟炒野再加一碗淨雲吞, 每人盛惠$10.25. 好貴.

今日都仲係無見到Christine (係笑裡藏刀果個), thanks God again. 可能神覺得我未預備好見佢架啦! 哈哈! That's true. 我實在唔知應該點樣面對一個患有躁狂症(嚴重過我) + 精神分裂的反轉豬肚是非精小人.

謝謝Sheffield 的email & 關心; you're right, 今次之後, 我真的對人失去信心. 你話我白痴又好無腦又好低能也好, 對於一D 唔熟的人, 你點都只可以靠佢地平日嘅外貌動作態度表情嚟大概推斷佢係nice 定係mean. 甚至乎, 我相信有些時候你嘅第X 感會幫你detect 到笑裡藏刀口蜜腹劍的人吧! 不過今次, 我俾依個人每日fake 一兩次fake 足年幾, 還有甚麼可說. I know I'm damn freaking naive in some of your minds; but trust me, this time is totally unavoidable. 如果你以為一個人mean, 但turns out 佢係nice 的話, 依個係一個good news. 但如果你以為一個人nice, 點知turns out 佢係mean 的話, 依個唔係一個bad news, 係一個ca-tas-tro-phe. 尋日之後, 我開始點算公司裡面同我有過交流的人, 逐個逐個諗其實佢係咪奸嘅. 我第一個懷疑嘅係全個4th Floor 最好笑容的肥仔Accountant Sam Chow; 唔, 讚揚我隻So Pink 嘅Cass 都有可能係奸嘅. 唔通真係要咁? 唔想咁樣可以點樣?

想起McMug 的一句: 頂人豬掙不可有, 防人雞心不可無.

Guess what, 2nd Floor 個washroom 裡面竟然有成pack M Gun 擺喺度俾人拎嚟用! Wait... D 人咁毒, 可能落左痕粉架. You never know, eh?

今日遲左走, 竟然就俾我見到Kelly 個BF (husband?!); oh, too bad, 唔能夠躍升到100 個型lu.

苦候兩個幾禮拜, 倩姨終於到左喇! 我又去左Crowne Plaza Hotel; 感觸良多吧? 倩姨繼續佢嘅冷面笑匠本色, 話自己有S 型身材所以係"Sindy" with the "S". -_-"

今晚先知道原來公主's Dad 又入左醫院, 公主連本來planned 左同王子去嘅Conference 都去唔到. 想著想著, 生死之間, 令我的煩惱一下子縮到最細.

團契裡面, 對於Jacky 講嘅野有D "R" 晒頭的感覺; am I being too picky again? 可能我都係一個壞人.

Song of the Day:
"我不是好人" ~ 側田
你也不是, 他和她和它也不是.
所有人都不是.

今日係番工年幾以來最唔開心的一日.

朝早竟然夠時間去Tim Hortons 買早餐, large coffee + Crinkle Lemon Donut.

返回4th floor, 心裡記掛著尋晚臨放工前Debbie 同我printed 嘅reports, 所以sent 左個email 俾Christine, 問下佢有無去pick up D print-outs. 從此, 我就完全明白乜野叫"笑裡藏刀"& "反轉豬肚". 佢回覆話唔知道佢要去pick up, 咁我就話咁麻煩你去pick up 啦"Thanks a lot!". 然後, 佢竟然email 俾我尋日個trainer (不過佢蠢蠢地sent 錯左俾我! So stupid! Boo!!!), 話: "I don't like her attitude! She should be responsible to complete what she did or else have better tone." 知道嗎, 我一睇到第一句嘅時候完全係*shocked*: 1. 我真係唔覺得我果幾行字有乜野態度上或語氣上嘅問題; 2. 如果大家有睇我尋日個Blog, 或許會記得我話依個Christine 原來就係之前見親面都會同我打招呼都會笑嘅果個阿太. 但佢竟然會為左我幾行字而發爛渣, 出奇度係100%. 我望住個email, 呆左, 淨係識不停擰頭. 當然, 之後我都有reply 佢& cc 我個trainer, 講番成件事的前因後果, 最後話, "But again, if you've found any problems with my attitude within those few lines in my emails, I apologize." What the heck?! 如果佢係果D 平時見到面都黑口黑面嘅人, 我都無咁奇怪. 我好難將佢依個email 同佢平時個友善樣match 埋囉! 講真, 就算平時黑口黑面果D 人都未必會有咁嘅反應啦! 癲癲地. 終於深入具體地透徹了解到"笑裡藏刀"的意思. By the way, 之後佢就無再reply 我喇! 其實我怕唔知佢有無將D emails sent 埋俾Debbie Osti & Larry (my future 惡死Supervisor & Coordinator), 怕佢地以為我真係又唔負責任態度又有問題, even before I start working there!!! 仲有添呀, 因為我第日exactly 就係做佢個位, 如果佢負責train 我咁我就死梗啦! 仲唔成日起勢搵位入我咩? 唉... 落入狼群的魚羊, 究竟會遭遇D 乜野事情呢? A/R d 人真係好有問題, 個個都係成身生晒刺, 生人勿近的. 再一次覺得Sessional Billing 真係好好做, 而且4th floor 原來唔算係地獄.

我有點兒賤格地將個email forwarded 左俾Alfred, 然後佢打電話俾我, 叫我蝕底D 認下低威算喇, 依個人不嬲都係小人一個. Alfred 叫我lunch time 出去行個圈散下心, 哈哈. Thanks. 之後同Cindy Cheung 傾計, 佢都話依個人成日都鐘意乜都告去Manager 同埋Union 度, 是非精一名. 唉, 小人為患. 最慘嘅係, 佢好似係Christian 嚟架! 我仲記得舊年喺Mission Fest 度見到佢! *害群之馬* 越來越對人好失望.

好唔開心之下, 諗住搵Shirley & Annie 陪我食飯聽我訴苦, 點知Annie 已經有約, Shirley 又要去做Physio, 我只可以一放lunch time 的時候走過去同佢傾左一陣. 之後打算去Lunch Room 搵10 日有9 日都喺果度打躉的Sharon 同John, 點知去到竟然發現空無一人. 那一剎真的非常失望. 沮喪的時候想搵隻耳仔聽我講野竟然可以咁難. 唔知係因為我嘅早餐太heavy 定係我唔開心到無胃口, 我竟然無乜意欲去食野(that's a BIG deal, you know?!), 最後只係去左買McFlurry 同埋交Master Card 數, 個lunch time 就完結了.

今日每逢去2nd Floor 的時候都好驚會見到Christine; 我唔係怕見到佢, 係怕見到佢唔知應該有乜反應. As I said, 之前大家見面總係十分熱情咁打招呼; 而家人地反轉豬肚播, 我應該點呢? 好彩今日都未見到面:p.

Betty 今日見到我竟然問我係咪染左髮-_-"... 聽聞我染左成兩個幾月喇播, 仲要依期我成日都有機會同佢講野, 唔係真係咁徹底地無留意我嘛?

Song of the Day:
"戰爭" ~ 陳冠希
是否每個人都是盲將...
誰是我的敵人? :(

竟然知醒起身, 準時8am 番到公司, thanks God! :D

So, my one & only one training day... Debbie (不是Osti) 好好人的, 不過我成朝仲係睡眠狀態, 好似唔係get 到好多野; 到下晝的時候又只不過係重複重複做同一樣野. Frankly, 都唔係學到好多野, 唔知第日點算. 今日終於搞清楚原來"Christine Lim" 就係果個成日同我打招呼, 勁似梁星媽咪嘅女人. 之前總覺得A/R d 人無A/P d 人咁友善, 今日開始有"少少" 改觀; yet, I still like A/P more. 其實, A/P 又好, A/R 又好, 好似好大部份都係data entry 嘅野; 相反, 而家做Sessional Billing d 野其實都幾好做, 要用腦諗下果種. 可惜丫, 人地唔賞識我, 有乜辦法. 今日算係過去一年以來我去得最少washroom 嘅一日, 連水都無得飲, 勁辛苦; 不過喺咁嘅情況下我都差D 釣魚, 確係"近".

Lunch 食麥記, McChicken + Green Salad + Coffee. Arlene 話覺得麥記同Dairy Queen 嘅burgers 都唔好食; 我即刻諗起Nenson 話DQ 好食...

好開心, 4pm 放工; A/R 同A/P 的相同之處: 搭正即閃! 不過唔知點解早放工都係好塞車. Actually 今朝番工都覺得比起我上一次番8am 的時候多車左好多. 依兩日有少少躁狂症, 成日都塞車塞到好躁. 因為早左放工, 補習前將架車泊左喺車來車往的Eastlake Drive, 然後大覺訓. 雖然有D 凍又有D 嘈, 但係都訓得好開心. I really LOVE sleeping!! 後來再開車先發覺原來我臨訓前唔記得熄(車頭) 燈, 好彩仲撻得著車咋! Thanks God again.

補習前仲義無反顧去Tim Hortons 食afternoon tea, 想唔肥都幾難! *oo* 其實本來打算去坐低飲杯coffee, 預備埋補習D 野; 點知都係抵受唔住Cinnamon Roll 嘅引誘, 唉! 不過今日個cashier 竟然用膠盒嚟裝我個Cinnamon Roll, 好豪華:

我和Grade 1 靚仔小B:
補完習去剪髮to get rid of my BALL head, 期間不斷同William 叔叔談天說地, 講Mazda 3 講越南講走難講白頭髮講生髮水講退休講地稅講Hi Fi 講蔡琴... 其事我從來都覺得佢無乜野, 仲好似越來越友善添! Highschool 的時候個個都話佢串, 但係個個又會繼續搵佢剪髮. Guess what, 佢今日收我$10 呀! 係佢加左價定係佢覺得我咁嘅樣都已經算係長頭髮呢? (按: William's 收費表 - Guys $8, Gals $9, Long Hair $10)

今日無意中浮起尋晚食desserts 嘅情景, 仍然覺得好窩心. 可能平時同frds 飲野食desserts 通常都係得幾丁人, 或者就算有多D 人去, 總係各有各傾計. 但係尋晚我地7 個人, 圍住張細細的圓檯, 全部一齊傾計一齊discuss 同一個topic, 感覺好warm. I treasure you all, my lovely friends & team-mates.

今晚睇報紙先知道最近溫東的某幾個Sky Train 站附近成日都有人打劫, 而且案發時間仲要係夜晚6, 7 點, 都算係人來人往的時候. So scary. 乘搭公共交通工具的人請小心; 夜歸的人更要小心.

謝謝Miss 的以身試"法". 一比一.

Song of the Day:
"Rent" ~ 林一峰(劉日峰?)
今日終於開始聽Pet Shop Boys 精選的Disc 2, 不過好似無Disc 1 咁好聽.
裡面有佢地198x 年推出嘅依首歌, 其實我覺得相對於其他singles 嚟講, 依首唔算好聽囉.
反而之前Chet 嘅acoustic cover version 編得幾好, 個riff 好突出.
果然係有D 料到嘅.

終於捱過忙到死的period end; 依排番工應該會得閒少少. 唔知點解又會連查詢的電話同emails 都少左, 大家真係好合作& 好體諒我播. 不過, 聽日會有A/R 嘅training 呀! 仲要番8am 添! 大家快D 幫我祈禱聽日知醒起身啦! 然後, 過左聽日之後, Christine 又叫我搵日同佢交代下我而家做嘅野. 終於逼到埋身喇! 其實我有時都唔sure D 野應該點做, 好多時都係自己研究番嚟, 跟住我仲要用英文去同佢講解果D 我都唔sure 嘅野, 確實係有一定難度囉! 求主保守.

Lunch time 再訪Tim HortonS. 繼續食Soup Combo, Chicken Noodles 同Beef Noodles 當中我揀左未飲過嘅Beef Noodles, 不過勁"蘇"-_-'' 依期試親新野都無好結果. 發覺原來個mini baguette 都幾好食, 甚至好食過tea biscuit 添! 果然自從我隻中獎杯俾Miss Janitor chucked 左之後, 我就無再中過獎喇! So stupid.

Btw, 今日番工狂釣魚! 都唔知D 人行開行埋睇唔睇到添! 唉~ 終於嘗試到喺4th Floor 個washroom 訓覺; 眼訓真係好難頂. 因為狂釣魚嘅關係, 搞到我狂食朱古力諗住可以止眼訓; 點知, 咪又係得個肥字. Crap. 今日好乖, 無上MSN.

5 點幾放工個天都仲光, 好開心. 諗住打波之前去Pizza Hut 買Personal Pan Pizza 食, 但係今次果個人唔肯俾特價我(其實係上次個人特別好人), 所以我就面懵懵咁走左過隔嚟Church's Chicken 食"2 for $3" 雞雞. 好食過KFC 好多! 一邊食一邊鑒賞牛牛的傑作... WOW!!

3rd last night of our Gals League... 宿敵今晚唔齊人, we thus won by default, 但係都有played for fun. 難為Vera & Jessie 俾我地"trade" 左過去, 謝謝你地嘅捨己. 唔知係因為佢地果隊果D mean 嘅人今晚唔喺度, 定係因為大家only played for fun, 今晚大家相處得非常極度融洽, 玩得好開心! 宿敵一晚間變成了朋友, 算唔算"Surprise of the Day"? 而"Flaw of the Day" 就梗係我地又輸左俾"Pony Tail Express" 啦! 不過我今次無咁大反應喇, 大家唔駛咁擔心. 可能當我知道左佢地唔再係"魚腩" 的時候, 我潛意識裡面意識到其實佢地都唔係真係咁渣. 不過, to be honest, 贏唔到, 始終有D 失望; we should be better than that. 連Sophia 嘅"喉嚨ding 攻勢" 都救唔到市, 無計啦! We'll miss you when you are away, esp your 必殺技:D. 我今晚, suck. Okie, I'll keep these in mind: 1. 喺網前唔好嘗試用下手將個波打過去, 因為我根本無可能做到; 2. 喺後排的時候麻煩企過左邊少少丫!

大夥兒打完波之後去左我之前未去過嘅"Sweet Revenge" 食甜品& 同Sheffield 慶祝生日. 勁難泊車, 不過都worth it. D 野唔平, 但幾有特色, 間鋪都decorated 得幾靚, 雖然有少少clustered 的感覺. 坐著環顧四週, 令我回想起舊年喺HK 同波波佢地去Joca 的情景, 兩間鋪的感覺有D 相似. 住得最遠(or 第二遠) 的我最唔捨得走, 可能實在太少同我beloved 的隊友hang out, 傾下戰略又傾下無聊野(for example, 騎馬的裝束), 真係好開心. 上回講到我D 朋友好深閨架嘛, 好難有機會咁樣飲野傾計. 我俾今晚9 個開心, 淨番果個拎唔到係因為聽日要番工.
開始有D 驚唔知自己見到Serene 幅相嘅時候會有乜野反應. 我估佢會係以往咁多個俾人話我似樣嘅人裡面最似的一個. 有D 期盼又有D 緊張.

一個Blog, 拉近了我同Jessie 的距離, 嘻嘻! So, it isn't too bad to let my friends know more about the little bits of my life through this space, esp those who are not around. 總有些用處.

Song of the Day:
"It's a Sin" ~ Pet Shop Boys
Jessie 識貨播!
終於拆開左差不多兩個月之前同BSS 一齊買嘅Pet Shop Boys 雙CD 精選碟"Pop Art",
佢地嘅80's & 90's 歌好正! 勁中意!
佩服嘅係even 佢地成20 年前嘅歌, 而家聽番一D 都唔老土.
唱歌個人(唔記得乜名) 把聲竟然一D 都無變到, 唔知點解可以咁.
不過有D 出奇原來佢地D 歌喺Pop Chart 度都唔係好高位置.

總覺得尋晚篇Blog 寫得唔滿意, 因為基本上尋晚係一路寫一路訓. 唔, 污點. :p

唔知點解喺公司開我個Blog 成日都睇唔到個藍天background? Btw, that's really a picture I took.

今日全日都無乜特別, Monday, 都係靠捱架喇. 一早就食左個"大包" 做早餐, 勁heavy, 媽咪擺明玩我啦. 之後, 因為想搵Sophia 問佢今晚有無興趣用我個pre-reg 位打波, 所以上左MSN. 結果搵唔到Sophia, 卻唔知死地同左牛牛同左Christine 同左梁昌傾計. 其實我個位係exactly 背住D 人來人往嘅通道, 基本上我個電腦show 緊D 乜出嚟係實會俾人見到嘅囉! 簡直係挺而走險以身試法; 所以話, 我番去2nd floor 嘅時候都唔知點算好. 仲要聽聞話我將會跟Debbie, 即係成層樓最嚴厲果個supervisor, 依次死. My life, my fate.

May 姐番左嚟喇, 不過照樣COOL, if not 無禮貌.

Laura 同Christine 成日都喺office 搞D 抽獎type of thing, 難得佢地咁有興致, 又唔會有人嘈佢地. 都唔明點解4th floor 咁鬼free. 係因為D 人全部都係Senior Clerk or Accountant 嗎?

好surprised GGG 竟然只係微升一級, 縱使我地近幾場其實打得唔錯. 不過, 都好嘅, 一如大家所願, 可以留番喺early time slot. 聽晚又對番我地嘅宿敵, 必有一番惡鬥.

無得打波, 慘無人道.

都唔知幾時先有時間執房; 已經變成重災區喇!

終於記得print 牛牛的傑作; I'll enjoy it for sure!

Song of the Day:
"My Love, My Fate" ~ 衛蘭
其實我覺得依首歌好悶, 唔知點解電臺熱播.

**李小妹生日快樂**

尋晚搞下搞下搞到3am 先訓, 平日番主日學例遲的我, 好驚番English Worship 會遲到. Thanks God that I could get up on time; it's kinda amazing, really. 又skipped 了Sunday School, 今年一定拎唔到勤到獎喇. 結果, 雖然彈"Heart of Worship" 的時候無乜出錯, 但係我最後都係彈唔到"My Redeemer Lives", 仲衰過尋日練歌的時候-_-". 算啦, 俾個"Good Try!" 自己, 下次請努力. 我其實都有落力彈架! D 手指勁痛囉. Leyond 真係好勁, 等我有$ 的時候要搵佢做我結他老師. 可惜的是, 我估個congregation 真係無乜反應, 搞到梁牧師都忍唔住要同佢地訓話下. 好嘅music 唔一定能夠令人投入敬拜; 要投入敬拜亦唔一定要靠勁music. 無啦啦要用英文祈左兩次禱, 唉, my English really sucks.

去番午堂中文崇拜, 梁牧講道繼續動聽兼一針見血兼見解精闢, 不過臨尾有少少矛盾的地方; maybe I'm just a little too picky?

深切明白到點解我一年要交$2000 汽車保險費; ICBC sucks!!! 始終未能踢Nenson 入"VV 教" (i.e. Value Village 教); 下次啦. 在梅園遇著梁家, 減梁星. What a bad kid.

似乎大家都中意險勝D 弱隊? 榜首vs 榜末 = 5:4, 有點不可思議. 忌心高氣傲. Btw, 欣賞Timmy 的不辭勞苦.

"寧都" 好味道; very nice chat with Gogo on the way back. 我戒左口疏好耐喇, 請放心. 撞車的人, 就當經一事長一智吧! Don't be too overwhelmed.

最後都仲未有機會砌我個cabinet; it's now or never. Crap.

Song of the Day:
"That's Why (You Go Away)" ~ MLTR
Quote:
"You're the one who set it up,
Now you're the one to make it stop.
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now.
... and there is something left in my head."
記得當年是誰借這隻碟給我聽.