一起身望出窗外, 見到成個後院白濛濛一片, 好厚的積雪, 好靚. 屋企附近街角景色:
之前我有提過Laura & Christine (唔係笑裡藏刀果個) 成日都會喺4th Floor 搞D 抽獎之類嘅野. 最新嘅活動係每逢星期五玩BINGO. 今日算係我第一次認真玩, 又真係幾緊張播. Len - 一個超級霹靂好運的人: 佢近期連續贏左Coin Flipping, 50/50 Draw, 同埋今日嘅BINGO! 總共贏左差不多$80!! -_-" 貧富懸殊咪就係咁囉! 仲要今日佢無番工, 係Christine 幫佢玩的. CRAZY. 抽獎運, 唔駛"恨".今日成日番工都好心散, 可能因為係Friday, 仲要一番工就玩BINGO, 跟住已經好難集中精神做野. 之後我先發覺原來我有好多好多好多野要做, 等我仲咁懶懶閒添! 大件事.
我好叻呀! 之前同Christine (都唔係笑裡藏刀果個) 講好左我今日要同佢講解下我而家做緊嘅野, 我初初都好擔心唔知可唔可以用英文流利地將D 野講得清楚. Thanks God 最後都順利過關! 對於一個患有語障嘅人嚟講, 今日我嘅表現算係超水準架喇! 其實我之前成日都覺得SPV Michelle 嫌我講英文講得差, 成日擺出個唔明我講乜嘅樣, 勁衰! 搞到我有一輪真係無晒自信, 自己都覺得自己唔掂. 不過自從佢走左之後, 我要負責接電話, 有時又要同D 人解釋依樣解釋果樣(雖然我都盡可能用email, 哈哈!), 老實講又真係多左機會practise 嘅. 我估我依兩個月講英文嘅機會仲多過我讀大學果幾年. 繼續努力.
終於可以同我嘅好同事食lunch 喇! 麥X 記就快執喇, 要把握機會去食. 我俾左尋日嘅肇事email Annie 同阿May 睇, 大家都覺得完全無問題. 我終於可以毫無保留咁去講晒我嘅不滿出嚟, knowing that my GOOD colleagues are sitting there, listening to me & supporting me. 感覺好滿足. 其實我今日已經無乜野, Shirley 見到我果陣仲話"You look so happy!". 咁其實我的確無理由要俾D 咁嘅人去牽繫我嘅情緒咁耐嘅. 4 個人食左3 碟炒野再加一碗淨雲吞, 每人盛惠$10.25. 好貴.
今日都仲係無見到Christine (係笑裡藏刀果個), thanks God again. 可能神覺得我未預備好見佢架啦! 哈哈! That's true. 我實在唔知應該點樣面對一個患有躁狂症(嚴重過我) + 精神分裂的反轉豬肚是非精小人.
謝謝Sheffield 的email & 關心; you're right, 今次之後, 我真的對人失去信心. 你話我白痴又好無腦又好低能也好, 對於一D 唔熟的人, 你點都只可以靠佢地平日嘅外貌動作態度表情嚟大概推斷佢係nice 定係mean. 甚至乎, 我相信有些時候你嘅第X 感會幫你detect 到笑裡藏刀口蜜腹劍的人吧! 不過今次, 我俾依個人每日fake 一兩次fake 足年幾, 還有甚麼可說. I know I'm damn freaking naive in some of your minds; but trust me, this time is totally unavoidable. 如果你以為一個人mean, 但turns out 佢係nice 的話, 依個係一個good news. 但如果你以為一個人nice, 點知turns out 佢係mean 的話, 依個唔係一個bad news, 係一個ca-tas-tro-phe. 尋日之後, 我開始點算公司裡面同我有過交流的人, 逐個逐個諗其實佢係咪奸嘅. 我第一個懷疑嘅係全個4th Floor 最好笑容的肥仔Accountant Sam Chow; 唔, 讚揚我隻So Pink 嘅Cass 都有可能係奸嘅. 唔通真係要咁? 唔想咁樣可以點樣?
想起McMug 的一句: 頂人豬掙不可有, 防人雞心不可無.
Guess what, 2nd Floor 個washroom 裡面竟然有成pack M Gun 擺喺度俾人拎嚟用! Wait... D 人咁毒, 可能落左痕粉架. You never know, eh?
今日遲左走, 竟然就俾我見到Kelly 個BF (husband?!); oh, too bad, 唔能夠躍升到100 個型lu.
苦候兩個幾禮拜, 倩姨終於到左喇! 我又去左Crowne Plaza Hotel; 感觸良多吧? 倩姨繼續佢嘅冷面笑匠本色, 話自己有S 型身材所以係"Sindy" with the "S". -_-"
今晚先知道原來公主's Dad 又入左醫院, 公主連本來planned 左同王子去嘅Conference 都去唔到. 想著想著, 生死之間, 令我的煩惱一下子縮到最細.
團契裡面, 對於Jacky 講嘅野有D "R" 晒頭的感覺; am I being too picky again? 可能我都係一個壞人.
Song of the Day:
"我不是好人" ~ 側田
你也不是, 他和她和它也不是.
所有人都不是.
posted by Fish Lamb @ 11:59 PM
3 Comments:
There's a lot of ppl - "knife embedded in laugh" - as long as you did your best and did within your responsibility, i think it's ok. it's avoidable...
it's good that you now know she's mean and can do some precautions =)
it's quite fun to observe who's "nice" and who's "mean"...i used to do that too...=p relax d la
本來我都好"dun" 你唔底﹐無喇喇俾人冼鑊﹐但而家退一步﹐你有無諗過可能佢啱啱有嘢煩緊﹐或者she's having a bad day,一時發脾氣send 咗個咁嘅email但係又收唔番呢﹖(same thing apply to your response too)
只係覺得﹐如果佢真係你講到可以做到咁假﹐咁佢今次又似乎出手低咗D。
咪當佢真係having a bad day 囉﹐被你波士睇到你嘅氣量﹐this is a good time to show you can be a leader。
j_ggg>>>
i know... i won't pay much attention to her, just finish what i should do for the day and go home!
i'm much better now, thanks for caring about me :).
cow>>>
我都唔知佢出手低唔低, 可能佢假得嚟但又唔係醒啦!
當然我唔會再同我個boss 講D 乜, 但如果佢第日pick on 我, 我嘅行動將會升級, 哈哈!
After all, I just don't agree with her reaction / response.
And seriously people in that Dept are crazy...
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