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FishLamb is having way too much on her mind lately.

都係寫"Blahtology" 開心D, free D.

"想得太多" lately, obviously...
But things are getting better...
大概"Talking Therapy" 真的湊效. You know nothing's actually gonna change even after you talk things out, but anyhow, you just feel better.
Maybe I should say THANKS.
Remind me of Mon.

被取代的感覺, 很難受.
Wonder how could that happen at all? I mean, it wasn't even "crap period" like that November. 還以為插針也不入. 假的.

Stay like that for all you want, I won't care.

我在推敲, 我究竟要學乜野功課...
- 與肢體受苦. (Well, 可能其實是自己攞苦嚟辛. :p)
- 自己省察, 看在我裡面有甚麼惡行沒有.
- 真真正正要做一個有說服力的基督徒, such that, 當要持守真理的時候, 別人不會有話柄挑剔(gotta learn it from CapViv).
- 相信神坐著為王. (不過我的信心或多或少都失掉了一點...)

為何傷心的在傷心, 擔心的在擔心, 但挑起事端的人卻逍遙快活.
Everybody lost but him.

媽媽又無野搵野嚟責怪我.
SIGH~~ 我已經無氣去同佢講了.
I'm already totally overwhelmed with my work, my school, and my beloved friend. Haven't been in a really good mood for a while; 為何仲要殘忍地加添我的煩惱? =_="

有幸參與Gary & Naomi 的求婚"儀式", my pleasure.
可惜"為妳鐘情" 錯晒key, 哈哈.

想起GoGo & Jessie... 當大家知道佢地拍拖的時候, 係幾咁興奮, 幾咁替佢地開心.
想起SS & Chocolate... 大家的心痛不比今天所經歷的輕微.
Good choice? Bad choice? Down the road, 會發生乜野事, 我當然唔知道; 但就只睇下依兩個禮拜大家所經歷的, 心裡有數吧.
而且, 對於"那個盼望", 我聽得出個答案"ao" 得好緊要.

Very tired... Psychologically, the bulk part.
番工很忙也很大壓力(好多野都唔肯定又唔識做), 番學很大壓力因為我開始覺得我唔會做得晒個case, 其餘那部份不用說吧.
I need to focus, on work, on school, on Bible, and on God.

恭喜MA 榮升"阿Ger 級"~~~ :D

或許過了今晚就會好.
或許有如當年的暗瘡印一樣, 幾個星期過了, 仍沒有好轉.
但無論如何, 我今晚要睡個好覺.

Song of the Day:
"心靈相通" ~ 許志安
為著在旁是你　沉住氣去努力嘗試
Maybe that's me playing snowboard.
似過了半個世紀.