Thanks God for the good weather (like, the one and only sunny day this week). 不過工作都係繼續排山倒海的降臨.
一早起身照鏡, sh*t, D 粒粒原來由個鼻生到落個嘴度! Too stressed out @ work?? 狀況唔好, 會生粒粒; 越生粒粒, 心情仲加低落. Eew, hate it!!
好不容易用左幾個鐘頭將D certs "mark for payment", 準備整好左做voucher 就可以send 俾"A 小姐" ("A 小姐" 已經死催爛催左我N 次). 點知個蠢system 原來係handle 唔到咁大堆嘅certs, 壞左!! 救命~~ 剎那間勁想爆粗兼想死. 一早我已經同D developers 講左, 個process 應該淨係allow A -> B -> C, 唔應該可以由A 跳去C! 講左10 年都唔改, 加重我嘅workload 之餘, 而家仲壞鬼左, 乜都做唔到!! WTH... 我嘅"好" 同事"A 小姐" 當然唔會嘗試了解我嘅難處, 走去同佢老細("T") 告狀, 然後輾轉間"T" 又唔係同我講, 而係同我隔嚟位講喎! @_@" 搞乜啊?? 真係呢, D 人呢, 你對佢地好佢都仲要發"long lai", 恃老賣老, 丁頁.
Lunch time, 媽咪打電話俾我, desperate 的我同佢講我勁stressed out 勁生粒粒, 以為@ least 佢會話買D 乜野俾我搽or whatever. 哈, 點知, 跟住佢就開始話我好成日出街(其實成個禮拜真係"出街玩" 就只係出左一晚) 成日講電話唔夠休息blah blah blah (下刪二千字 - believe me, 佢嘅語氣係勁harsh 果隻), 又拖埋YSL 落水, 又叫我嚟緊兩個禮拜邊度都唔好去etc etc. Gee, after we hung up I so wanna cry!! 唔該用個腦諗清楚D 丫, a person with a broken spirit doesn't need any more yelling or to-do's, I JUST NEED SOME COMFORTS!! 可能係我 over-reacted (again, like I always do these days), 但我估情緒低落的人會比起平日vulnerable 少少吧.
好一個反面教材... 我應承PYZ Kid, 對住唔開心的人, 我一定唔會再踩多兩腳. =( ... well, 最多用電蚊拍拍佢兩下囉.
還好, 至少還有妳, somebody who really cares about my existence & stands by me. 感激到呢...
Song of the Day:
"沙" ~ 何韻詩
踏上去也會痛 你知嗎
表達有點差 但也盼被慰問一下
我話我昨夜哭了 你笑笑當我講笑
容許我就當騷擾 借對耳分享我寂寥
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LOL @ 丁頁 hahahahahaha
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